Another foray into the land of Blog, except this time a rare glimpse into my thoughts about what's going on.

First, I'll give you all a little explanation about the fiction that's been appearing in my entries over the last few months. I've always felt compelled to write about something and to attempt to tell people a good story. What this basically has been is an rough attempt to do so. I realize that what I've put out there isn't the best edited material, I skimped on that in the interest of actually just putting stuff out there. I hope it's entertaining or at least interesting to most of you.

As for the story itself, a great and consistent source of emotional pain for most of my adolescent/young adult life was the fact that I have had a bad habit of falling for people who would never/could never return my feelings. So part of the story is an expression of that pain. Hopefully enough of you, gay and straight, find something in there that you recognize and can identify as something you feel as well. But please note, don't take my descriptions of "Patrick" as just me describing me. Patrick is not me, and I am not Patrick...though similarities do exist.

Another thing I've always sort of grappled with was the nature of the Universe and of God, and alot of the concepts you see are just things I've tried to cobble together to make sense of it all. It's probably pretty weird to put this in a story with concept #1, but we'll see how it turns out.

As for more mundane things, my weekend went pretty well. I had fun on Friday and Saturday nights, and worked on Sunday night and tonight, with probably alot more work ahead of me tomorrow. On Friday/Sat. night I met a guy(smile), we'll see how that storyline works out as well.